The Footsteps

Sometimes we don’t know the things that will we face in front of us. I was in my first evening duty in Hospital when my cellphone ring, I got a message.“I’m so sorry nyak, I just to realize. Actually I wanna stay, but the options only I stay for so many years or leave. I can’t accept the first option, I have my own future, and I decided to leave, so sorry “I read the message over and over again. I knew it before. Yup eventually that’s the better choice that she made. I really support her, I do. When I went to the class for The Fundamental of Nursing Science, seeing the picture of our mission hanging in the wall, its tell me everything. Our tears, our passions, our angers, our smiles. There was too many sacrifices that we made, it’s too late to give up.“I know you have your own life. But can’t you stay just for the first graduation?? See them in the proud?? And heard them said ‘Mom, I just finish my study’, can’t you stay for that??”

When I said it to her, I know she will cry, she wants too, but the condition is not. I respect her decision whatever it would be, and wherever she is, she still here. She the person who really spent her decision here, finally leave. I can’t doing anything, even if its hurts.  Dedication only get when we really work on our professional skill. We provide the effort of that then we get the rewards. Keep struggling mate. We now in different place, but I myself pretty sure, we support each other. Gonna miss you much.